but at least I'm enjoying the ride ( Read more... )

as they writhe and wriggle upstream, tentacles like streamers ( Read more... )

No more bemoaning my predicament of messages unreturned, I waved the white flag and gave up ( Read more... )

exhaustion caught up with me yesterday, been sleeping 'beauty' since 5pm yesterday ( Read more... )

Darkened corridors, spent from running, then reading more notes passed in dreams, its all so stupid ( Read more... )

the very thing that empties you, will surely make you whole. Woke with this line running through my head ( Read more... )

My dreaming was strong this morning right before waking, but all I now recall is this

rose noir

nothing more remains of the fractured musings of my sleeping mind. I awoke with those words on my lips.

on the other front...I did not think it possible to become more pathetic but I managed it...
insufferable optimisim
(sighs)

Guess that is whay I get for watching too many scary movies sunday. No hard memory just destruction, rust and blood.

5 hours of decent slumber, beats nothing.

Hope still lives despite my attempts to suffocate it.

Jury is in and verdict ( Read more... )

2:40 am
3:23 am
3:48 am
4:00 am
4:15.... Rise...but no shine

The glowing red numbers are evil.
Vaguest recollections of splintered dreams, all gone soft and misty and indistinct around the edges now.

Embraced, sheltered, kissed and caressed
warm hauntings